Uhg...lull. I went to class. I'm feeling unmotivated. I'm almost halfway through the challenge and I'm kinda bored. I wore my contacts to class, which means I got the clear, sharp, stark view of myself in all my sweaty glory. When I do the yoga without my glasses everything has a nice soft edge to it. I can believed that I am thinner than I am, have clearer skin than I do, and generally look more calm and peaceful. I had the realization that I am fatter than I thought I was. This is not self defeating talk or poor body image, but a simple statement of fact. This is something that can be resolved and I intend to do that.
I want to get to a health weight before my 30th birthday. I have about a year and a half to do this. I guess I should stop eating ham and cheese croissants for breakfast.
Saturday, March 21, 2009
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Hiya M! :)
I can totally relate... this is why I like to be at least 4 rows away from all the mirrors in any direction. :)
it was back to the soft focus again today and it was oh so lovely.
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